Let’s get real for a moment: we all have something about our bodies we’ve felt self-conscious about. For me, it’s always been my breasts.
Even back in high school, I remember staring in the mirror wondering if they’d ever grow to match the rest of my frame. I’m 5’7″, around 140 lbs, and while I wouldn’t say I was completely flat-chested, I’ve always had more side boob than front-and-center cleavage. They’re there, but they’ve never made much of an entrance, if you know what I mean.
Even when I wore those heavy-duty “Bombshell” push-up bras (you know the ones), I never felt like they did me justice. The padding felt unnatural, my boobs would slide under the cups, and the illusion just didn’t hold up. It wasn’t just about size—it was about proportion. I always felt like a fuller bust would fit my body and help me feel more confident in my own skin.
When Pregnancy Gave Me a Glimpse
Like many moms, my breasts temporarily changed during pregnancy and breastfeeding. And I’ll be honest—I loved how they looked when they were full and engorged (even if it meant I desperately needed to pump). They felt full, round, and just fit me in a way I had never experienced before.
But of course, once I stopped breastfeeding, they went back to their usual shape and size. Thankfully, I didn’t have a dramatic change or loss in volume, but the temporary boost gave me a clearer picture of what I had been wanting for so long.
Why Now?
This wasn’t a spur-of-the-moment decision. I had thought about breast augmentation for years. I even scheduled a consultation a couple years ago, but the provider canceled last minute, and I never followed up. Honestly, I think I was nervous. Booking that consultation made it real, and for a long time, this dream felt like something I’d always want but never actually do.
Timing never seemed right. Life, finances, and responsibilities as a nurse and mom always came first. But after having my son—and after the journey it took to get pregnant—I knew I wanted to stop putting it off.
With how hard it was to conceive the first time, I made the personal decision to move forward with surgery even if another pregnancy might be in our future someday. I didn’t want to keep waiting for “perfect timing” and end up never doing it. I was ready to choose me for once.
Support & Conversations at Home
My husband has known since day one that I’ve wanted breast augmentation. He’s always been supportive, even if he’s completely indifferent about whether or not I change my body. He loves me either way—and honestly, that kind of support means everything. My mom and I have even joked about how we both want breast surgeries—she wants a reduction and lift, and I’ve always wanted an augmentation. We laugh about how perfect it would be if we could do a 2-for-1 deal and swap tissue!
Finally Taking the Leap
In March 2025, I finally said, “Let’s just go.” I had another travel nursing contract already lined up, so I figured there was no harm in going to a consultation. No pressure—just information. Let’s meet the provider, ask the questions, and see what happens.
And oh my gosh… I walked out of that appointment glowing. I was excited, optimistic, and honestly in disbelief. I had waited so long, talked about it for years, and suddenly—it felt real. My husband and I talked logistics, checked our schedule, and made a plan to book the surgery for after my contract ended in July.
When I made that final call to officially schedule my surgery date, I almost cried. It wasn’t just a beauty decision—it was a confidence decision. After years of waiting, I was finally doing something just for me.
You’re Not Alone
If you’ve ever felt self-conscious about something—anything—about your body, I just want to say this: you’re not alone. We all deserve to feel confident, strong, and happy in our skin. And while surgery isn’t for everyone, if it’s something that’s been on your heart for a long time… you deserve the space to explore it without shame.
💬 Let’s Chat:
Have you ever struggled with body confidence?
Have you considered breast augmentation or another cosmetic surgery?
What helped you overcome self-consciousness in your own journey?
Drop a comment below or send me a message—I’d love to hear your story. 💕
Stay tuned for Part 2 where I’ll dive into how I chose my surgeon and prepared for surgery day!